I am a happy girl! :D
Though my U.S.S plans have gotten delayed again & again, its finally done! Whoohoo :D
Going to go with 4A people +, so awesome!!! ???
If it doesnt rain + not huge crowds, it'd be perfect man :D
/SCREAMS/
Hope nothing goes wrong /crosses fingers/ or i'd really want to pluck out someone's hair >:(


Reread twilight series (Eclipse & Breaking Dawn, because Twilight is just lame and New Moon is so sappy). FUCK MAN. I AM TEAM JACOB!!! When i read the books the first time, i was Team Edward because i was just so besotted with Edward, then 2nd time, i was Team Edcob, bcos i couldn't pick who was better. Edward was kind of obessive but awesome and Jacob was just way too sweet. Third time & i'm Team Jacob :> I still adore Edward? obviously, but Bella-Edward seems like an obessively possessive relationship, freaky much. Bella's a nutcase, I dont get how Edward & Jacob can be so in love with her -_- Totally not fair!!! >:( /jealous/ Most of the time, in these typical love story - 2 guys 1 girl, the girl doesn't seem worthy enough to have the guys so in love and stuff with her |:

My ideal boyfriend is a Jacob Black~~~ Like perfect. Sooo damn nice, sweet, thoughtful, humourous (whoo!), warm (literal), tall, muscular, wolfy, has a bunch of hilarious goofy friends :D
I WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT /yearns/
Edward can be my best friend or we can have an affair, either way. HAHAHHAHAHAH.

Doesn't help that I love Taylor Lautner too *_*
Where's my Jacob Black? ): No such person exists, so my living ideal boyfriend is obviously Junsu :)

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I've been meaning to blog, but i always get distracted by something! Lol.
Life kinda sucks at this point of time. I hate it when i make so many fucking awesome plans that i anticipate so badly for only to have them be canceled!!! OSUASOOIAUSOIAUSAOIUSAOIS. Mega >:(

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Been wanting to eat Japanese crepes since forever, but i always found them too expensive. Lol, stingy to spend $$$, but idc! I AM GOING TO EAT STRAWBERRY STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE or STRAWBERRY BROWNIE CUSTARD soon!!!

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I admit I haven't been feeling all that cheery and free spirited these few days, I dont know why either, maybe i'm pregnant with Junsu's kid and having hormonal changes now. Ha ha. I've been irritable (because of my spoilt plans), blah - don't feel like talking to anyone, or actually just some people; lol. Not feeling too great because there's this tiny worry nagging at me somewhere. I fear for my future.

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Holidays kinda suck when your friends are all studying and shit and when you want to do something awesome, NO ONE IS THERE TO DO IT WITH YOU! ): Major emoness! I want poly friends nowwwwwwwwww!!! I want to hang out, go eat somewhere and shits. Not that I dont have any poly friends at all, but most of them are guys anyway, and I don't and can't go out with guys alone or anything. |:

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I've planned to watch 1000000000 different dramas, but i never actually get around to watching them. Fail max. I'm wasting life away... just rotting, doing nothing. Sigh.

Pretty pointless post, but i felt the need to write something, to say something. No one probably reads it now anyway. But someday in the future, i want to come back and read all my old posts.

Many gazillion things have happened since the last time i blogged.
March hols is packed. I dont really like how its packed, because, i like to slack at home. Lol. I dont actually enjoy being out of the house everyday /:

Sometimes i really dont know how to say No to friends, I can say No to people i dont care about, but saying No to friends is a little hard. Zzz.

I dont like having to weigh friendships even more ):

& I hate being pressured. Urgh.

Ahnyong.

Its been mixed feelings days.

1. I finally got my acceptance notice into AMS. Like fi na lly. No more waiting! I was literally worrying my ass off!

2. Fandom shit. Heartbreaking fandom shit.

3. More heartbreaking fandom shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4. School! I loveeee 1034 ): We're not very close now, but i think, with time everyone would become much much closer, obviously. Unfortunately, I'm going to be gone, poof, before that happens. They were really sweet today ♥ I guess news spread around that i was going to transfer out, because i didnt really tell everyone, lol. Didnt want to go around telling everyone that and end up not leaving -_- At least now that they know, I dont have to suddenly announce my departure and leave awkwardly ;_;

5. CBLJ coming over to bai nian tomorrow! I hope the crazy fun will wash away the heartbreaking fandom shit.

돌아올지도 몰라 기다릴 거야 난

School sucks (Y)

All the tutorials and lectures are so tiring. I'm sleeping in at least one lesson everyday. GP and Econs are kinda interesting, but seriously, I can't help falling asleep /:
Lit is going to kill me, I can already tell. Geog is ... dry. Math is going to be just me stoning because I dont have a GC! Told the teacher I was waiting for my transfer results so I wouldnt be getting a GC and she seems fine with it! :D
Good, because she's reasonable and even wished me good luck :D
The other math teacher is nice too! Abit wonky but lol.

School ends really late and starts really early too. Baddddddd. Hate it so freaking much.
In general, I really dislike JC life (:
Everyone is doing tutorials and shit, makes me feel so URGHHHHHHHHHH /plucks hair out
DNWDNWDNWDNWDNWDNWDNW!

Still waiting for my appeal results! Please faster faster faster tell me I made it and can withdraw from JC!!! :D
I will jump for joy. I really will literally jump for joy!~
I better get in or I can just die.

Hopefully this coming week would be my last week in JC and then off to holiday and poly! >:D

Whooooooooooooooooooooosh.

Havent been having enough time for proper fangirling. I feel so blah )':

Havent been having enough time for anything actually -_-
24 hours is too short.

Happy Chinese New Year!!! ♥
May the new year be filled with lots of ♥ and happiness!

Currently sick, it sucks so bad to be sick on festive seasons/holidays. But i always seem to fall sick during these periods ):
But the angpaos have been great this year :>

Originally, i had TONS to blog about, but as the days go by (because i kept procastinating), i forget what i wanted to blog. Lol. Phail.

Submitted my application for a place in AMS a few days back! Hopefully I get it!!! But they aren't telling me till like end march - early april. Damn long -_-
Zzz.

Went back to AHS on 12 feb! It was awesome! Meeting old school mates, catching up, visiting AHS in general. I miss life there! But all things come to an end, everyone seems to be enjoying their new life also, so all's good for them.

I'm looking forward to starting my poly life! I love NYJC, but i really dont like JC life (at least, thats what i've been telling myself). Since I've already set this mentality that I will not like JC life, I think I won't. You get what i mean? I've pyscho-ed myself to not like JC life already. Lol. Poly life, here i come!!! (I better get in man, omg)

Everyone I know tells me Poly life is awesome, I hope it is :>

Gonna go SQ's house to visit tomorrow! Hopefully I'd be healthy enough to go!!! I want to go so badly! I ♥ CBLJ :D
We're so damn awesome. Felt disappointed in someone, but ohwell, everything turned out great in the end (:

Random shit post, because i really can't remember what I wanted to blog about |:

Being sick sucks (in general) )':

Friendships in 4 years! :o

The photos are hugeeeeeeeeee. & i'm uber lazy to resize them ;x

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THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A WORDY POST, BUT I GOT LAZY :3

thankyou for the past 4 years of awesome memories! ♥
and an early thankyou for the lifetime of memories we'll make together in the future ^^

Okay~ So i got back my results. 11 Points.
I dont kow if i'm happy or what.
Its like the i wish i had a lower score but actually 11 is already really good since i didn't put in much effort but still... feeling.
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I dont know la. Sian. I should be grateful for getting 11.
I suddenly find myself quite smart actually. HAHAHAHAH. /Gets shot
小聪明. Lulz.

I was talking to onthesetoes and talking about how i actually liked to study and worked hard last time. LOL. LAST TIME.
& how my comments on my report book changed over the years...

I really want to work hard! PLEASE RETURN THE HARDWORKING RUI LING TO ME. SHE MUST BE SOMEWHERE INSIDE ME, HIBERNATING. COME OUT NOWWWWWWW PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE.

My primary school comments :
" A dilligent and cheerful student, she produces timely and accurate work. "
" She has done well in her exams. "
" Rui Ling is a pleasant and responsible girl who does her work seriously. She pays attention in class and has done well in the exam. "
" She is a steady worker who tries very hard. "
" She is a steady worker. "
" She takes a keen interest in her studies and performs well in the tasks she undertakes. "

Then it became :
" Rui Ling has the potential to excel if she can concentrate and be more focused in her studies. "
" Rui Ling needs to show more interest in her work. "
" Rui Ling has not worked to her fullest capabilities. She needs to put in more effort. "
during p5/6.

But in Sec 1, where i hung out with Serene ong and studied :
" Rui Ling is a pleasant and polite student who tries hard in her studies."
" She strives to achieve good results and works effectively with her peers. She conscientiously makes personal improvements to achieve better results. "

Sec 2 :
" She is committed to doing better academically and has improved visibly in her attitude. "

Beginning of sec 3 : " A serious worker. "

End of sec 3 " At times distracted, she needs to be more focused and engage with the lessons being taught by asking questions to clarify her doubts. "

SEC 4 MRS TAN ONLY WROTE ONE LINE :
" Rui Ling must be more focused in her work and practise better time management. "

LOL.

its 2010!
Happy new year everyone :D


My new year wishes are :
1. For DBSK to become ot5 again
2. For kpop to be better.
3. To slim down! I want skinny nice legs!
4. To get fairer :>

My new year resolutions :
1. To be more hardworking!
2. To be nicer to my parents.
3. To be closer to my brothers :o

taken from musicandrecords,
(  2009 meme  )